Hello readers, not sure if there even are any. Anyway, sorry for the absence of updating. Actually i did update my blog with a super emo post. I guess some of u read it and some of u didnt. But i decided to remove it after some "lecture" from a fren. So if u read it, then u read it laa.
To izzy: Sorry girl, i just happen to be the emo kind. Can't help it wan. Thanks though. :)
Lately, lots have been happening. However, i can't write the things that's been goin on in my life here cause it's kinda erm... private thingy? Haha. I thank all my frens who are there to listen to me and just be there beside me. I thank God for people like you. And thanks to all those who've been apart of my life, who played a big role in making me who I am today, no matter how small you've contributed. Thank you all. Okay okay, i'm writing this like i'm gonna die real soon or smth.
Anyway, the past weeks' really have been hectic. I've got crazy loads of assignments due next week, FYP thesis to complete by tmr, and loads of other stuff to worry about. But i've been thinking lately, is it all worth it? I mean, if i happen to die real soon, what I did would be like.. worthless, wasted, down the drain. All the effort i put in, all the hard work and late nites i've to go through. Is this the life that I want to live?
Honestly, I want to live a life that's fulfilling. A life that's being able to touch the lives of others out there. And am i doing that? Sometimes i feel like i've put so much time for others, that i dont even have time for myself at the end of the day. But you know what? God has a purpose for me and a calling for me. And i know i am in the right track. How do i know, u may ask?
Amidst of all the chaos i am in, I know I have peace in my heart at the end of the day. Although sometimes i feel the emptiness, when i turn to God, that emptiness is filled. I just can't explain it. And being able to share my life with people around me is just awesome. :)
I guess dat's enough for now. Sorry no more funny pics to entertain u guys, just words and more words. Speaking of words, i've gotta complete my thesis by tmr. Sigh... another late niter. Peace out.
p.s. I know i can be emo sometimes. I just think alot :)
p.p.s. To carry the burden of others, that's my calling.
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